Date: Fri, May 24, 2013 at 12:27 AM
Subject: Onward!
To: Carrie Lynn Johnson
Dear Carrie,
All turned out well yesterday, as little by little and with a whole lot of support, our lives move gradually forward post-medical crisis. Watching the next generations step up to share the load of responsibilities brought about by my being forced to step back.......so gratifying to watch the natural evolution of my family as it reshapes itself around changes sometimes painful to experience. What impresses me the most is the literal co-operation I can see up close that was not in my view until now. Although I have known that many people experience transformational gifts following near-death experiences, somehow it can sure knock your sox off when it’s your own. To remain cognizant of the fact that you will die, yet live life to the hilt is its own reward. The lightness, the liberation from anything and all things heavy, dark or cumbersome has carrying power; the ease of access to abilities and resources you didn’t know you had—the unfolding process is pretty amazing and for me, free from anxiety. Unimaginable before now.
Thanks from my heart to you for being the vehicle, communicating to the San Diego gang on my behalf, thereby keeping me connected to where my life started and unusually connected to the process of unfoldment that I get to have, where there are no “shoulds,” where honesty can abound, where new connections can reform, reshape the future.
Love & Light
Always, Barbara Ann
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